And I can't. Not while Greg is out of work. ARGH. This is just so awful. Truly horrific. I'm tired of working nights. I just got a GREAT raise. If Greg had a job, I could switch to mornings. I could see my friends. I could have -- gasp -- normal sleeping hours. I wouldn't have a schedule that makes it nigh impossible to wake up for church.

But I'm doing the good thing. The sensible thing. The practical thing. I'm putting in for the same shift at work. Even though who knows when we'll get another Shift Bid and I'll have a chance to leave these hours. I can't afford not to.

Sigh.